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Before COP23: On #Haveyoursei, Loss, and Attending as a Poet – Pacific Storytellers Cooperative

Before COP23: On #Haveyoursei, Loss, and Attending as a Poet

Courtesy of 350 Pacific Climate Warriors

By Kathy Jetnil-Kijiner

My work for COP23 began this past year in Fiji, where I attended my first retreat for 350 Pacific Climate Warriors. It was there that I first connected with these youth organizers from the Pacific – Kiribati, Samoa, Tonga, Tokelau, Fiji, Pohnpei, New Zealand to name a few.

COP23 stands for the Conference of the Parties, an international conference on climate change that takes place once a year – this is it’s 23rd year in session. The 350 Pacific Climate Warriors fall under the international organization, specifically under the Pacific chapter. What’s made it special, however, is that the organizers who led the team have achieved the delicate balance of serving an international organization, balancing the ability to draw on its exposure and network while also thoughtfully creating a team that is rooted in its Pacific identity and values. This of course, has come with a few years of practice, in understanding the role that the Pacific plays in the climate realm and in the international arena – where we often serve as tokens and talking heads rather than as survivors, leaders, and change-makers.

One of the things that struck me about the coordinators I met during this retreat was the fact that they were all grassroots, doing different, yet equally inspiring actions in their islands at a local level. From trailblazing innovative types of farming that solved the sandy soil problems of atolls, to challenging homophobia in Pacific led churches in New Zealand – these islanders were either cracking me up with stories of bringing the first cow to Kiribati (“even the police officers stopped us to take pictures!”) or humbling me with the climate disasters they’d seen, the reasons they found themselves in this fight. It was also there that I met Koreti for the first time, a fierce Samoan climate activist based in New Zealand, grounded in Pacific culture, who nurtured the entire crew.


A Country of Its own

This is my third COP – my first one was COP21 in Paris. It was arguably one of the most stressful events I’ve participated in in my life (I don’t think I’ve ever burst into tears that often from the sheer level of stress, lack of sleep, and anxiety). I attended as a poet, and it was my first time navigating the COP – a different world of its own entirely. But, looking back, I also realize I placed way too much expectation on myself.

After I attended my second COP – COP22 in Morocco – a sense of how this conference is organized began to take shape. In both countries, the area the conference took place was usually built out of thin air – almost a country of its own, lightly imprinted by the culture of the surrounding location. It’s made up of endless conference and meeting rooms, a separate space for booths and organizations to showcase their work, panels and press conferences, a way too expensive cafeteria, curt negotiators nearly jogging in suits, usually flanking a high-powered diplomat, reporters with cameras filming, artists in polar bear costumes, an Eiffel tower made of chairs, a crowd of youth activists with a microphone, and of course the long lines of security check ins every morning.

I’ve learned that not every COP is as explosive as the COP21. That was the year leaders from countries around the world negotiated and agreed on the first climate treaty ever (the Paris Treaty, as it’s known). I’ve also learned that, like any country, like any political event, the COP is full of contradictions.

This year is important to the Pacific, however, simply because it’s the first time we’ve had a Pacific leader at the helm – Fijian Prime Minister Frank Bainimarama. It’s coined as the “Pacific” COP – despite its ironic location of Germany – hence the early announcements of shipping whole canoes. I am expecting a lot of kava.

For myself, as a Marshallese, a country with a relationship to the US, and because of my current base from Portland, Oregon, this COP is also important to me because the US has pulled out of the Paris treaty – only one of two nations out of the entire world. Syria is the other. This will have heavy consequences, not just for survival of the earth, but especially for our islands.


A Uniquely Islander Symbol

With all of this in mind, the coordinators designed a campaign in the lead-up to the COP. #Haveyoursei is a campaign designed to uplift the stories and experiences of Pacific islanders around the world, garnering support for the Pacific Climate Warriors Declaration, a declaration that demands 1) a commitment to shifting to 100% renewable energy, 2) proper financing for countries already having to deal with climate impacts 3) kicking big polluters like the fossil fuel industry out of the negotiations and 4) staying true to the 1.5 degrees commitment from the Paris Treaty. The plan is to deliver the declaration, along with its signatures, to leaders at the COP in a formal ceremony.

To participate in the campaign, we’re asking supporters to visit and sign the declaration, then share a photo on social media with a “sei,” a south pacific word for “flower” and a story about why you want urgent action on climate change, or why you signed the declaration with the hashtag #haveyoursei. The flower is a symbol that is meant to represent the beauty and resilience of our islands, and is also a uniquely islander symbol.


As a Poet 

I have no idea what’s in store for me during this COP. I don’t think it’ll be as crazy as the COP21, and I’m going in with two more years of experience in my pocket (not too much but better than none). I’m also aware of the fact that I’m going in not as a diplomat, or a climate scientist, or even as a reporter. As a poet and an “activist” (I use this term very loosely as I don’t think I really have earned my activist chops) I’m inhabiting this space of suits in negotiations and formal statements in a very different way. If anything, it’s slightly subversive, at times welcome and unwelcome. I go in understanding that my work is different (some would call it “weird”) but that my writing and performances fills a need for those craving a connection that runs deeper than statistics and mouthpieces. It also likely stirs discomfort for others, especially those who take these spaces for granted or are there to deliver a hard line.


And of course, loss

However, I am also going with the understanding that we have lost many climate leaders in the Pacific this year – those I especially have looked to for guidance. Koreti was one of them. Tony deBrum, our former Climate Ambassador and “grandfather” of the Paris Treaty was another, as was also his meant-to-be successor Minister in Assistance Mattlan Zackhras. Not to mention my former mentor Teresia Teaiwa, one of our leading Pacific scholars who first famously wrote, “we cry and we sweat salt water, so we know that the ocean is in our blood.” All these deaths took place within months of each other. They were all people I loved and admired, and I am attending this COP heavy with these losses.

I threw myself into the #haveyoursei campaign during our second 350 Pacific retreat a month ago. It was just two days after I went to pay my respects to Tony in the hospital, and I could feel myself losing hope, losing direction. I had no idea how much comfort his and Mattlan’s presence in the world gave me, how I felt carried and strengthened knowing they were there to lead our country’s fight.

But I was strengthened by connecting, once again, with these warriors. With shaping our movement, thinking, challenging and planning. It reminded me that I wasn’t alone at all, and that there were so many more leaders I could lean on, draw power from. And that gives me the strand of hope I need to charge forward, regardless of the expected outcome.



Courtesy of 350 Pacific Climate Warriors

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  1. Marie L Maddison - November 2, 2017

    Iokwe eok, Dede. I applaud you and all your efforts in this movement which aims to protect our people, government, and our future. There is so much to do, and working with our children and the young, as well as working with our women is very important. Tony was very hopeful when he was surrounded by active and passionate young people like you, Selina, Milan, and so many more. I feel the same way, worried but hopeful – worried when I look around our islands and wonder how much our people understand the impact of decisions they take or miss, but hopeful that we have young and active young leaders like you. The US influences our lifestyle a lot, and such lifestyle may not be relevant to our own world and environment. Grassroots movements are very important, especially when confronting increasing reliance on or being inundated by the onslaught of consumerism. A good number of women leaders we worked with over the years have migrated out of their home atolls, so leadership at the local community level needs constant nurturing and empowerment. It is also very important that we work with the very young where the numbers are. So, keep up the good work, Dede. Your international and domestic involvement is important and crucial. I am sure you find it fascinating and educational as well. So, good luck in Germany!

  2. Susan MIller - November 2, 2017

    beautiful! you are strong. a mother. we appreciate your maternal love for our planet, its oceans, lakes, rivers, forests, deserts, plains, mountains, valleys, shores, it’s plants and animals. thank you.

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